F I N A L L Y, exams are over and i'm practically enjoying every single minute of my after-exam life. It was surprising that i managed to remember the entire chapter 8 within 10 minutes. Wowowow, since when i became like this? Is it ever since i took my first bottle of chicken assense haha. So anyway, feeling so much lighter now since there's no reason for me to study anymore. Mom wouldn't nag at me for my studies.. well until i get my results haha. Humanities was, and still is a drag for me. And unfortunately, it's compulsory to take one humanities subject, including ss. Well, i wonder how i'm gonna survive for the 2 years, but it's okay i guess.
Realised that when during the exam periods, i'll not be in the study mood, and i'll be distracted by all sorts of things. But when exam period's over, i'll suddenly feel like studying. Weird huh. Haha. Well, i don't plan to do much today. Maybe just blogging then some wii games for me. Haha. I haven't been touching on my wii for months. My mii had probably died already haha. Okay joke. What i'm doing now? Hah. I'm staring at the computer thinking of what to blog. I don't wanna rant out anything at this point of time, somehow. I feel like this is not the right time, so forget it haha. Okay. Time check, it's 11.50am. And i shall talk about my day today.
History exam today. Flunked my paper. Couldn't finish my damn god last question. Kill me haha. After that, went to bukit gombak and grabbed some mac breakfast. Hotcakes! Haha. Thank you dearest haha. Then sent her home, and catched 187 back home. Was thinking of a lot of things like, what to do when i reach home? And all those type of things haha. Well apparantly all i can think of is computer. Too tempting eh haha. Since it's after exams, my mom can't stop me from using it either. Haha. I'm in a better mood today. Somehow. Think it was Kirstin who cheered me up. Well, not surprising haha.
#nowplaying I'll be back - 2pm.
Yeah as many of you know, 2pm's coming to Singapore. And i'm fucking going overseas. So that means i'm fucking gonna miss the concert. Shitz seriously. I wanna go so bad. See my Nichkhun and Taecyeon. Sigh. Fat hope i know haha. I'm trying to convince my mom to cancel the plane ticket, or i'll go to china myself. And meet them somewhere else. I just wanna go for the concert! ): Sigh. I know la, cannot cannot cannot cannot. Sigh, hopefully can go xin msn watch haha. :x Haha. Fucking ridiculous or what.
#nowplaying Hands up - 2pm.
Hm, eating while i blog. Sounds like a good idea right? Haha. Recently have been addicted to twitter. I wonder how am i gonna survive when i go back to japan haha. No wifi and all that. Cos' i'm not gonna stay in city, but in countryside. While KIMSUNHYEOK oppa goes back to Seoul. Damn, super jealous can. ): Sigh. Alright, bet you all know i'm already out of points on what to post sigh. Haha.
One of the few heroes of my life.
Left: Sunhyeok Oppa. Right: Kirstin dearest.
Left: Sunhyeok Oppa. Right: Kirstin dearest.
So yeah, they're awesome to the mxm really. Fucking love them. (: Wanted to post Adilah's, Angie's and Melissa's, but some of it has my ugly face up there so i think better not post haha. I'm so fucking tired at this point of time, unusually.
It's been ages since i told myself to play the piano. And i just did it.. yesterday! But mostly likely i'm gonna give up on piano. I no longer have the interest for it somehow. But a lot of people told me, "Eh wasted leh. Dont ah." Well, still considering whether to continue to take up piano lessons, or just have my own lesson. As in print out scores that i want to learn, and then pick it up myself. I think that would be a better option. I advice to not take any piano grade, but rather learn for the fun of it. Music is a way to destress yourself, and not to make yourself even more stressful!! Aren't i right? Haha. Piano had been a drag to me in the past, i've to admit. I had to face a lot of stress with piano exams and made sure i make it to the next grade if not money would be wasted. And including stress that i'm receiving in school, whether it's friendship, relationship or studies.. it's more stressful. Well it's not that i'm stopping you from taking an exam grade for piano or whatever instrument. Just that.. i find that music isn't created for stress. Well unless you wanna be a piano teacher then thats a different story cos' you need to reach grade 8 in order to be one. And i believe its about the same for every instrument. Thats beside the point. All i'm trying to say here is that, music is not meant for stress thats all.
Hm i wonder if any of the flautists' who sees this remember this.. And hey, i miss band. Was listening to mt taishan and memories of friendship just now, and my mind became flooded with all the memories with my dear seniors last year. Yeah, i fucking miss them so much. Tbh, the band pretty much dropped ever since the seniors stepped down. I'm sorry to say this, but it's true. And mr han.. i really hope you can come back to teach us. We all really miss you a lot.. Do come back soon. We don't want our performance in ngee ann city on 20dec to be a disaster seriously. Please mr han.. come back....
Okay i'm getting emotional at this point of time. I still remember those times when he was teaching us during the syf period. I've to admit.. i did cry cos' of all the stress that was in me, and i seriously suck at sounding, even till now. I'm still wondering how the fuck did i even manage to be a asl for god's sake. Haha. I'm gonna work hard from now on.. for the band and for my section. Will be more dedicated to band.. i hope. Oh wait i have to. If not linda would chop me into little tiny pieces haha. ):
Alright, nothing much to post already. Shall end with this lovely picture of keydearest. Alrightz. Bye.
